DOUBLE KADEN
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Saturday, April 26, 2008
What others stated: 30 more days from now to Chinese O'Level Examination and precisely, I haven't even really studied. Okay. Teachers giving us our marks to be seen in the O's. AND damn demoralised as what some has mentioned. If this was to be seen in the O's score sheets, I must well end my life there. What shit marks. Except for one A2 and one B3, the others Cs. They gave us in the morning right before the exams that we are sitting and yeah it spoils my day. Looking at those atrocious marks made by them. Pissed off. Proving may be the choice to change their mindsets.Tmr will be sitting for E Maths paper and I don't know anything. This time no one will assist me by my side and I have to study by myself. Have been failing for every math test and didn't revise any of them. The tough gets going still and pondering how am I going to study without any help.. Having tution later and don't really feel like going cuz I need to revise math. I hope I can get a pass for math by not breaking the record to fail for math this time round yeah. Sian. Ppl quiting badminton training for whatever reasons they had given left only me and one guy. If I quit, surely skills will go rusty and all and every effort put in will all be gone and wasted. I won't quit and that is the only way for me to relax and play. What is my ambition? What I really want to be? I don't have any answers to these questions. What aims do you have? I don't have any. So walking through life aimlessly, helpless. I don't know. I only know one pathetic thing that clings on to me. I am alife, living for the sake of living. So people. Take care and bye.
Life without aims. Useless.