DOUBLE KADEN
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Sunday, February 03, 2008
Ok practically every week seems to be like a workaholic without getting any rest after school, then followed by remedials and tutions which equals to no life. When free time, the bed will always be calling me and in the end fell for it, slam on it, slept on it, and that is where the time goes off unknowingly. Woke up and tution again yeah. This cycle has been going on and on for the past few weeks and the upcoming weeks are awaiting for me to complete all the cycles. One day, I will just passed out of fatigue and that is lack of resting. Trying hard to handle both studies and of course badminton, squeezing out every time to put effort in doing work. Whenever at tution, my brain juice will just be used up and therefore leaving to doze off or just stare blankly in the air waiting for the answers to come by or just yeah trying very hard to do but hardly having any correct answers. I dread everyday. The thought of tutions after tutions. The upcoming tests and the A Math test going on on Tuesday. I have no free time to study unless burning midnight oil helps a little of it. Teachers using my name when I failed and stl scores bter than the clever people and that infers of looking down on me. To not to be look down and despised of by teachers , to strive for the better and to put in every effort in studies. Is that good enough to be appreciated and well-loved by you people too? But where is the trust between you and me and the motivation after all?
Pig, I need motivation.