DOUBLE KADEN
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Friday, October 19, 2007
Sadly, screwed up papers. Got back unwanted, unexpected and disappointing results. Totally. Sigh. Out of eight subjects, failed atrociously five subjects. I didn't expected. Those papers which I read and revised thoroughly didn't show up results. Read also no use. Those papers which I didn't even studied passed eventually not knowing why. So demoralising. If I don get promoted or whatever, I will jump down. And yeah that will end everythg too. My brain is bursting. Thgs popping out thking about them every single moment makes me fl confused all over again. I feel like...... Sigh. I don't know why too actually and maybe or probably I'm overwhelmed with problems. Problems unsolved. I don't dare to face parents and tution teachers. I don't want them to feel disappointed. I don't want them to know my atrocious results badly done. I don't want! I don't know! What is wrong WHY?!?! I didn't wish to hurt you people either yeah. Scoldings will be heard if I told them. I'm fucking stressed up. Let it decide. The promotion day. I hope it will turn out smoothly too. If it didn't.. Then yeah I know what to do......
Pathetic. I don't know.