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Sunday, May 20, 2007
Hey guys! Back to post zz.. Having some kind of prob here zz.. Ok ytd went out with TWIN! I'm glad.. She taught me how to sms her in bus cuz I didn't know.. How cool! But the last msg.. Haha just quite painful.. Lols I forced out a smile.. TWIN knew I was some kind of sad here.. Thanks TWIN! U made me smile.. Went to Lot 1.. On the bus.. TWIN was forcing me to take picture with her and I don't want anyway lols.. Sorry.. Then shop ard played arcade yarh.. Went mad rushing like some kind to go KFC.. We went to the back of Lot 1.. Had fun crapping and doing silly stunts lols! Sad thg is TWIN is gg to Vietnam soon and this time I will have no one to talk to and crap with.. Haha so sad.. I cannot go out with her too yarh.. I will miss her.. As for you.. The last msg u send I thk I will rmb yarh like forever cuz it is damn pain.. The moment I look at that msg the whole day my face and mood changed.. Yes I have hurt u before and made u cried few months before.. I ran away from u not knowing y my legs wanted to escape alrght.. Haha maybe now it is my turn.. I can tl u didn't rly like mad over me for now cuz u have him in mind.. I made u crooked.. I saw u hugging ppl and trying to kiss them.. The sense of jealousy filled in me.. U did that to me last time too like some kind of madness in you.. How silly of me to believe u stl llike me now and then yarh.. Till today we stl haven take a step out to rly care and love each other.. I wanted to at first but seeing u in such a state I didn't know what to do.. Sigh.. I only can talk to u like two days in a week.. How sad! Though I look forward to but somehow or rather though we r sitting beside each other.. I sat closer to Ahma.. I didn't rly know y.. I dare not sit closer to u yarh.. One thg is that I miss you.. I don't blame u but myself.. Sigh that is all and for today went for badminton training and others were alrght.. I am not in the mood to post yarh.. Take care guys..
I love you but do u? I just nd ur love.. Misses..