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Saturday, April 21, 2007
Harlow Guys! Ok I am back! Lets talk about ytd first ok. Oh yarh went to find Miss.Lau to ask E Maths! cuz I realised I didn't know alot of things! My god and Mis Year-Examination is like one to two weeks away! Got to rly buck up this time round! I didn't know how to do questions, just did and simply I just forgot the whole thing larh! ZZ! I can't hack care anymore yarh, rly got to buck up! Pls face the reality! Then after that went for cca. Quite boring! Then went straight home to change then meet her. Hais. I was late. Sorry for letting u wait for me for so long. I saw her face like sian diao alr so didn't rly get to talk to her. Ok after that rush home, get change and went to tkd. WAS LATE! She and my friend was waiting for me! Sorry peeps again! I went there and like slacking.. Then suddenly become quite hyper till become more and more pervertic.. Tsk dono what I'm doing larh! Sigh.. Then suddenly became emo again...... I dono what I'm thking btw! Then when I ok alr.. Her turn to become emo and she sat at one corner so found her and sat with her.. Talk to her.. Her face like so damn emo.. At that moment, I dono how to comfort her.. I ask her if she was alrght she say no. Then I ask her y? She didn't want to tell me.. That moment when she said that.. I was begining to feel depressed.. I couldn't express myself! I couldn't! I can't! Then she stood up and left.. I was alone.. Sitting there, all thoughts rushed through.. I hate myself for not knowing how to comfort her.. I hate myself for not knowing how to express myself.. I recalled when she told me she didn't want to tell me anythg.. That was the most hurting moment and that time it pricked my heart.. Alittle.. Then was demoralised.. I sat there for quite long, stared into blank air.. Sigh.. I'm rly super bad.. Then she came up to me two times, and played my hair-.-... She asked me if I rmb what she told me, I just shook my head.. then she went off and came back again.. She told me and then recalled.. It wasn't her fault anyway.. It was my problem.. Then end off class didn't get to say bye to her, just went off.. Ok end of ytd hm post.. Then today woke up quite early, went to school to attend remedial, after that piano then A Maths tution.. Rush all the way in one go yarh.. Then now tired alr.. Hais.. I'm emo again.. I'm depressed.. I can't help her resolve her problems.. I couldn't do anythg to help her.. I rly couldn't .. How I wish to help her.. Sigh.. I hate myself! Ok maybe she had her partner to share with.. I'm helpless now.. I pretended for once...... As long as u r happy.. I'm glad.. That is all for today guys.. Take care!
If my life had been better than sorrow......