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Saturday, November 04, 2006
Here to blog again.. zz..
Being accused! I'm disappointed in you alright. You just don trust ur friend here man. Like we have been friends for like two years and what do I get in return? yeah.. scoldings.. you didn't even check it out.. and instead you just pointed ur finger at me like straight away.. oh whatever! I 'm not feeling guilty or whatever cuz I know it myself I'm not the one who spam you.. When all this happen ya , this shows me that you don even cherish ur friendship and you don show ur trustworthiness towards ur friends.. I'm really disappointed in you ! I'm angry that y I would have a friend who don even trust me or whoever.. yaya.. and I should turn ur own question to urself alright. Have you ever regarded me as ur friend? somehow the answer is like oh 50% or lower than that.. cuz this shows and tells me.. wth.. whatever blah blah..
I'm dying of depression.. Sigh.. I've the urge to drink that yeah.. I dono y.. Sigh.. The sadness just overwhelmed me ;being engulfed by it.. I just sit on my bed and look out everyday.. always looking at the blue sky.. I can't face up to reality and the great impacts just all at one go.. Y not end my life with like just a thud or whatever ways? Is this the right path? Who knows my destiny..The piece of glass broke My thumping heart.......... It just hurts.. (restrict)